today i fell wierd like everything is wrong like everything i say i wrong
and the only thing that actully made me forget is when i was listening to my music

so i feel wierd and i want to go home and do nothing actully maybe watch a movie

what cheers me up

lets see
your probably expecting me to write some sort of funny joke like
ponnies
rainbows
fowers and pinnk stuff
but well that stuff doesnt cheer me up well mabye it depends
but what i think can make me smile no matter how sad i am is
1. a blue sky with no clouds in it
2. A cloudy day then in the distance when the clouds part a small bit of blue sky and you knowing that even if it may be cold and gray later it will be nice and just knowing thats there can help
3.also no matter what, I can be cheered up by my dog. After i com home from school and see him cirously walk out of his kennel, see me, crouch down and wag his tail so much his but then whole body starts shaking, with his beard all mushed up on his chin sometimes pushed to one side becuase he was sleeping on the side. then him trying to lick my fingers and run inside jump on the couch and have another sleep

that what cheers me up so there