today i fell wierd like everything is wrong like everything i say i wrong
and the only thing that actully made me forget is when i was listening to my music
so i feel wierd and i want to go home and do nothing actully maybe watch a movie
what cheers me up
lets see
your probably expecting me to write some sort of funny joke like
ponnies
rainbows
fowers and pinnk stuff
but well that stuff doesnt cheer me up well mabye it depends
but what i think can make me smile no matter how sad i am is
1. a blue sky with no clouds in it
2. A cloudy day then in the distance when the clouds part a small bit of blue sky and you knowing that even if it may be cold and gray later it will be nice and just knowing thats there can help
3.also no matter what, I can be cheered up by my dog. After i com home from school and see him cirously walk out of his kennel, see me, crouch down and wag his tail so much his but then whole body starts shaking, with his beard all mushed up on his chin sometimes pushed to one side becuase he was sleeping on the side. then him trying to lick my fingers and run inside jump on the couch and have another sleep
that what cheers me up so there
your probably expecting me to write some sort of funny joke like
ponnies
rainbows
fowers and pinnk stuff
but well that stuff doesnt cheer me up well mabye it depends
but what i think can make me smile no matter how sad i am is
1. a blue sky with no clouds in it
2. A cloudy day then in the distance when the clouds part a small bit of blue sky and you knowing that even if it may be cold and gray later it will be nice and just knowing thats there can help
3.also no matter what, I can be cheered up by my dog. After i com home from school and see him cirously walk out of his kennel, see me, crouch down and wag his tail so much his but then whole body starts shaking, with his beard all mushed up on his chin sometimes pushed to one side becuase he was sleeping on the side. then him trying to lick my fingers and run inside jump on the couch and have another sleep
that what cheers me up so there
love your self no matter what
this site is soooo good
it boosts a lot of peoples confidence so go to it, read it and love it.
nothing much more to do on it :)
rain
today something is off
but i have no idea what
mabye its becuase its raining and that makes me feel sad but i really dont think so becuase on most rainy days i dont feel like i do today.
whats wrong with me???
4 am
after the last post i cant really write this but it was to much fun you cant not wright it.
we stayed up late,
we had midnight ice cream,
we talked about everything lol
and well we just plainly had fun
:D
im sorry
ok so i wrote a post,
im sorry
i said that,
but i have a few questions for you?
why were you angry in the first place???
how did i insult you???
did you know that id didnt mean it???
why couldnt you have told me about this ???
if i had known????
but i guess thats the thing that gets you into the fight,
if you had known, if you had told me
and i dont want to get into another fight.
so ill try to say it again..........im sorry
i didnt know i was insulting you, i didnt mean it?
i was trying to tell you what i was feeling so we could sort this out.
oh and i wrote these things in a post becuase i know if i said this to your face i would have cryed for, well i have no idea how long. same for this by the way. oh and becuse this way i can say it all in one big post and know one can interrupt me till im finished so you can see my piont before i get so sad or angry i have no idea what im saying, then i really offened you.
i know it hard to be happy 24/7, i wasnt saying you had to be.
i didnt say you said you promised to talk you didnt but i think you needed to becuase
well when i say change i mean that you have become angry or sad all the time.
and i meant change becuase i dont think i had ever seen this kind of angry
and you didnt seem angry
look ok im sorry and im sorry if this offends you again im just trying to make sense of all of this and try and figure out what i want to say at the same time.
i never want to ever really hurt you and thats why whenever i acidently hit you hard i go in a coner and try to not think about it becuase if i do i will end up crying in front of everyone.
p.s know one can ever no someone to their full extient becuase some thing you just cant explain..........................like i guess this post.
i love you and i never want to lose you so when i say im sorry i meant it
im sorry
i said that,
but i have a few questions for you?
why were you angry in the first place???
how did i insult you???
did you know that id didnt mean it???
why couldnt you have told me about this ???
if i had known????
but i guess thats the thing that gets you into the fight,
if you had known, if you had told me
and i dont want to get into another fight.
so ill try to say it again..........im sorry
i didnt know i was insulting you, i didnt mean it?
i was trying to tell you what i was feeling so we could sort this out.
oh and i wrote these things in a post becuase i know if i said this to your face i would have cryed for, well i have no idea how long. same for this by the way. oh and becuse this way i can say it all in one big post and know one can interrupt me till im finished so you can see my piont before i get so sad or angry i have no idea what im saying, then i really offened you.
i know it hard to be happy 24/7, i wasnt saying you had to be.
i didnt say you said you promised to talk you didnt but i think you needed to becuase
well when i say change i mean that you have become angry or sad all the time.
and i meant change becuase i dont think i had ever seen this kind of angry
and you didnt seem angry
look ok im sorry and im sorry if this offends you again im just trying to make sense of all of this and try and figure out what i want to say at the same time.
i never want to ever really hurt you and thats why whenever i acidently hit you hard i go in a coner and try to not think about it becuase if i do i will end up crying in front of everyone.
p.s know one can ever no someone to their full extient becuase some thing you just cant explain..........................like i guess this post.
i love you and i never want to lose you so when i say im sorry i meant it
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