i guess people say they understand me but i guess they only now part of me.
I dont try and hide the other part it just hardly ever comes
it allways comes out when im writting posts.
u see everything at once goes through my head when im writing a post and i can do like 18 thing at once.
I am like a different person when im happy, sad, mean or just wierd and everytime im like that i think a different way
so i guess no one can ever know me well
cant take it
i cant take u being sad,
i dont mean to be rough and mean i just cant take it
ur allways so happy and full of joy but now ur sad and i know u havnt actully smiled a proper smile for ages.
i dont mean to rush u and i no there is a choice i get it, i get it all
i want u to eat more
not get skinnner (i thought we had that deal for 5 kilos lol)
i love u and i dont want the real u to go away becuase right now thats the only thing thats keeping me going.
i thought u were the flower in the darkness but now u need someone to be theflower in the darkness to keep u going : )
and im sorry if this puts pressure on you i just had to get it out.
split
so we are even more split up now.
all the non popular people in the last terms and all the popular people in the first terms.
They said it is a chance to be friends with everyone and not just stay in our little groups.
what hypocrites!
all the non popular people in the last terms and all the popular people in the first terms.
They said it is a chance to be friends with everyone and not just stay in our little groups.
what hypocrites!
friends and ex's dont mix well
why do you still like me.
why do you have to like me.
why cant you like someone else.
and i dont want you hurting yourself becuse of me.
cant we just be friends without one of us liking another.
why are we so complicated.
I just wanted us to be friends again.
it sort of worked.
but also didnt work.
i dont want this to be true.
i dont need this.
well I guess the chliche is true.....................ex's cant be friends but that doesnt mean i wont stop trying to be.
why do you have to like me.
why cant you like someone else.
and i dont want you hurting yourself becuse of me.
cant we just be friends without one of us liking another.
why are we so complicated.
I just wanted us to be friends again.
it sort of worked.
but also didnt work.
i dont want this to be true.
i dont need this.
well I guess the chliche is true.....................ex's cant be friends but that doesnt mean i wont stop trying to be.
brothers
why do you have to be bigger, better at everything and good at eveything
why cant you leave me alone to listen to music and relax
why do you have to push me so far i start crying huh why
why oh why..................wait becuase ur my borother and a totaly meany thats why
admitting
i know lately i have sort of been writing a bit of nonsense and stuff but i love writting nonsense it gives you something to do.
As you know i sit on the computer everyday for about i dunno 6 hours. and yes that is a lot but i have a lot to do.........................................actully i dont
i used to do it becuse it would tkae me away, and it did.
but now i think its becuase it feels like home.
and you know how i have been happy? well thas becuase i go on the computer and listen to music and feel more at home than i feel anywere else.
i feel really dorky saying this but when my parents said i couldnt have the internet till 6 at night on school night...........................well i felt really sad becuase this is my home and this is what i do and i dont care if you think it is sad you will just have to live with it becuase this is my place in the world and i love it here : )
and right now this feels like the only light place in a world of darkness so its awesome
guess my friends guess away
would you believe your.................................the first person to email me the answer to the end of that sentence i will buy a chocolate for :)
sorry im happy and bored :)
cant wait
soon something will happen
we will have fun
we will watch, laugh, sing, get free hugs from strangers and not have a care in the world.
now that is the true meaning of life
family
it can be amazing
we went to the park and got along so well, we played frisbe and you only takled me for fun.
and you guys wernt yelling at us to do something it was fun.
we would all laugh and sing loudly.
we would run around and tease each other without meaning it for once.
and then it all came crashing down as we went back home.
i fought with you.
you punched me.
i ran away.
but even when all this happens everyday i will have that memory and be happy again.
and when im crying and sad becuase you got angry i will cry myslef to sleep and dream of that happening again.
im sick of life right now.
sick of homework and school and just want to be with a ghost and a ninja.
if only my family could go to that magic park everyday all together and all run out our fears and worrys just have at least 10 minuites of fun.
i now hate urban dictionary
today the wierdest thing happend, i saw a MLIA about someone typing in “something productive” on the urban dictionary after it said “What You Arn't Doing Right Now, If Your Looking Up Something Productive On some online dictionary.” I searched “you suck” and it came up with “you suck a term used when there is lack of better comebacks.” I then searched “that’s a good comeback” and it came up with “that’s not what your mum said last night” and “you’re not tough”. Fine you win urban dictionary.this actully happened to me and it sucked :)
i feel less smart
something about things (click on the pic and get the full picture)
yesterday my friend gave me a song, i dont know what it is about the song but it is just somehow well i cnt explain it but i am so puting it on this blog so listen to it at the bottom. :)
I just realised that it is a bit like this pebble i ahve by my bed, i dont know were it came from and i dont know why but everytime i hold it I think of the white sand beach holidays ive had and all the others.
so now if im sad or cant get to sleep i hold that pebble and fall asleep with the pebble in my hand and the awesome holidays ive had in my head.
and i really think that both these things are awsome........................................................just like seeing something beautifull you cant help but love it :)
it finaly happened
I snapped,
i was tired, angry, stressed,my fringe wasnt working, anoyyed becuase i could figure out the homework and sick :(
so I snapped
my brother aked why i was wearing a beanie (becuase my hair wasnt working and it has holding it in the right place) and he took it off. i dont know why that did it and i dont know why i cried. but i did.
I ran off crying at put my beanie back on but i would stop crying :(
i just couldnt help it
and the one thing that cheered me up was thinking "well now i know how to fake cry." and i stopped crying. i wanted to see my friends but not a school. i want to see my class mates but not in class and i want to be in my loving home but i dont want to be in this home.
So i realised that i cant have that becuase if there was no school we wouldnt be able to talk propaly and i would see my friends a lot. if i didnt have this home i wouldnt have my family which i love (no matter how annoying a parent or brothe might be.)
So i will stay here and now im happy becuase just writting this down makes me feel good and knowing that at the same time im telling the people who read this that i love them no matter what!!!!!!! :)
p.s- i guess the crying was from be happy to much............all well im ahppy again now :)
happy, nice and a computer that pisses me off
I feel like being really nice to everyone today and it makes me feel happy. plus i dont feel like tripping anyone(which is wierd for me) but i just feel like being nice and happy :)
all though my computer is pissing me off becuase it wont let me put pics on my post but all well life goes on :)
all though my computer is pissing me off becuase it wont let me put pics on my post but all well life goes on :)
buddha
i am buddha and i thought i couldnt be becuase i wasnt a vegetarien but then i realised that it doesnt matter i can still be buddha becuase i am very middle way.
My sign is libra which means balacne and everthing i do is balenced i just cant help it.
so i am buddha and u cant stop me it's just ment to be..................(haha that ryhmes)
My sign is libra which means balacne and everthing i do is balenced i just cant help it.
so i am buddha and u cant stop me it's just ment to be..................(haha that ryhmes)
friends
friends are there for you. well if you have the right ones they will be. They dont judge you and they will almost do anything for you. So trust them, love them back and never forget them even if they are super wierd.
teachers
teacher............not much to say but there boring and they usally suck. oh and they can sometimes be very srict. I mean some teachers can be nice but they come along so rearly that most teacher end up being the same (well thats what happens in my head).
something else is that life should not intervine with school. Im mean life is life and school is school. So now i am just rambling on so yeah.
something else is that life should not intervine with school. Im mean life is life and school is school. So now i am just rambling on so yeah.
nothings as awesome as shane dawson
i know im obsessed but who wouldnt be obseesed with someone that can make you smile on a sad day and make you laugh way more than a normal person should and alos underneath that be sensitve and really nice and really really hot :p. but yeah so thats why im obsessed.
shane dawson *sighs*
lalalalalalala
im so happy lol
done homework, parents out, brothers out for once so only one thing to do
be bored!
but happy!!!!
p.s-more post coming when i go on blogger on my laptop
done homework, parents out, brothers out for once so only one thing to do
be bored!
but happy!!!!
p.s-more post coming when i go on blogger on my laptop
dumb rules in australia
- Children may not purchase cigarettes, but they may smoke them.
- You may never leave your car keys in an unattended vehicle.
- It is illegal to wear hot pink pants after midday Sunday.
- It is illegal to roam the streets wearing black clothes, felt shoes and black shoe polish on your face as these items are the tools of a cat burgular.
WTF!!!!!!!!!
well i sure we have a lot of work to do now :)google rules
this came up when i sheaced for chuck noris on google
Google won't search for Chuck Norris because it knows you don't find Chuck Norris, he finds you.
No standard web pages containing all your search terms were found.
Your search - Chuck Norris - did not match any documents.
Suggestions:
Run, before he finds you
Try a different person
Google won't search for Chuck Norris because it knows you don't find Chuck Norris, he finds you.
No standard web pages containing all your search terms were found.
Your search - Chuck Norris - did not match any documents.
Suggestions:
Run, before he finds you
Try a different person
Today, my 6 year old son came home from school and showed me a project that he did in school. The project was to make up their dream job for when they are grown up. Apparently he wants to have a 'blow job' where he gets to blow up things all day long. I wonder how hard it was for his teacher to keep a straight face throughout his presentation. MLIA
happy happy happy and cute
i am very happy and now i cant stop being happy.
Even if i think of something really sad i forget it allmost intently and become happy again.
love thy friends like you love thy self i dunno im sort of just rambling on about random stuff but i am happy so hahahahahaha
pirate, ninja and ghosts really can beat the world...............but only if there together :)
kids inside
ghost, pirate and ninga are all even fights becuase you are not the creater. you may have called me a pirate but i am the one who wanted to be it. So i may lose in your world but your world is not the real world and in the real world we are all even becuase we love each other :)
so i am pirate, thy ghost and thy ninga and we all win together!!!!!
we are such kids but i guess thats what make us awesome!!!!!!!
things that make my day
Today, I started choking on a Life Saver. Instead of being scared I just started laughing at the irony. MLIA
Today, it was really cold. While shivering at my school's lockers with my friends, I said, "They should put a heater in the sky." My friend politely pointed out to me that this would be the sun. MLIA
Today, during the 6 o'clock morning news, one of the reporters cheerily said to sit back, eat a banana, and a bowl of Special K. Not only had I just finished a bowl of Special K, but I was in the act of peeling a banana. I am now very suspicious of my local news team. MLIA.
While packing in preparation for a move, I found an old box from when we moved last time. Inside it, above everything else, was a $20 bill taped to the top of something, and a note in my handwriting - "Twenty bucks says you forget all about me until you move again." I just lost a bet to myself from five years ago. MLIA
Today, I saw a commercial for the Snuggie. I thought it was stupid idea but I couldn't change the channel because I was under a blanket and I didn't want my arms to get cold. MLIAToday, I was thinking about the expression 'revenge is a dish best served cold'. Then I considered that 'revenge is sweet'. I've come to the conclusion that revenge is ice cream. MLIA
Today, I was trying to telepathically communicate with my teacher in class. He didnt look at me the whole time I was calling out 'sir' loudly in my head, then I thought I'd lie and tell him I slept with his wife, he glanced at me from the corner of his eye. I know he can hear me. MLIA
Today, my boyfriend asked me what I was thinking. I told him I was considering healthcare plans. In reality, I was wondering what it would be like to be an octopus. It would be awesome. MLIA.
Today, my mom called me a "son of a bitch". I laughed at the irony. She didn't get it. MLIAToday, a friend and I had a discussion about dinosaurs and came to the conclusion that t-rexs were only angry and aggressive because their arms were too short to hug one another. MLIA.
Today, I noticed that there was a warning on my bag of marshmallows: "choke hazard: eat only one at a time." Feeling rebellious, I stuffed two marshmallows into my mouth at once. I nearly choked. MLIA.
Today, our guest speaker at school gave out pens that "never write lies". I decided to test it out and wrote "2+2=". As I was writing "5", the pen stopped working. MLIA
Today, I read an FML about a someone who was filmed, drunk, climbing into her wardrobe screaming "I wanna go to Narnia!" I've done that sober. I don't see a problem. Who doesn't wanna go to Narnia? MLIA.
Today I joined a new website and used the word "penis" as my password. The website said my password was too short. MLIA
Today, it was really cold. While shivering at my school's lockers with my friends, I said, "They should put a heater in the sky." My friend politely pointed out to me that this would be the sun. MLIA
Today, during the 6 o'clock morning news, one of the reporters cheerily said to sit back, eat a banana, and a bowl of Special K. Not only had I just finished a bowl of Special K, but I was in the act of peeling a banana. I am now very suspicious of my local news team. MLIA.
While packing in preparation for a move, I found an old box from when we moved last time. Inside it, above everything else, was a $20 bill taped to the top of something, and a note in my handwriting - "Twenty bucks says you forget all about me until you move again." I just lost a bet to myself from five years ago. MLIA
Today, I saw a commercial for the Snuggie. I thought it was stupid idea but I couldn't change the channel because I was under a blanket and I didn't want my arms to get cold. MLIAToday, I was thinking about the expression 'revenge is a dish best served cold'. Then I considered that 'revenge is sweet'. I've come to the conclusion that revenge is ice cream. MLIA
Today, I was trying to telepathically communicate with my teacher in class. He didnt look at me the whole time I was calling out 'sir' loudly in my head, then I thought I'd lie and tell him I slept with his wife, he glanced at me from the corner of his eye. I know he can hear me. MLIA
Today, my boyfriend asked me what I was thinking. I told him I was considering healthcare plans. In reality, I was wondering what it would be like to be an octopus. It would be awesome. MLIA.
Today, my mom called me a "son of a bitch". I laughed at the irony. She didn't get it. MLIAToday, a friend and I had a discussion about dinosaurs and came to the conclusion that t-rexs were only angry and aggressive because their arms were too short to hug one another. MLIA.
Today, I noticed that there was a warning on my bag of marshmallows: "choke hazard: eat only one at a time." Feeling rebellious, I stuffed two marshmallows into my mouth at once. I nearly choked. MLIA.
Today, our guest speaker at school gave out pens that "never write lies". I decided to test it out and wrote "2+2=". As I was writing "5", the pen stopped working. MLIA
Today, I read an FML about a someone who was filmed, drunk, climbing into her wardrobe screaming "I wanna go to Narnia!" I've done that sober. I don't see a problem. Who doesn't wanna go to Narnia? MLIA.
Today I joined a new website and used the word "penis" as my password. The website said my password was too short. MLIA
sorry im writting a lot of post :)
history it is boring most of the time but it can be interesting.
I was just reading a blog of my friends about history and how we will become history.
That made me think................what will it be like in the next 200 years.
will earth even still be here
will humans still be here
nobody knows and i guess thats the beauty of it
ps-pirate beat ninga lol
I was just reading a blog of my friends about history and how we will become history.
That made me think................what will it be like in the next 200 years.
will earth even still be here
will humans still be here
nobody knows and i guess thats the beauty of it
ps-pirate beat ninga lol
this made me smile :)
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.
moments to make you smile
Thy is your, thee is you and thou is you which I really don’t think makes any sense at all…meh
I am I and thee are thou………..see confusing :)
Sorry, something I just wanted to do to try and make u laugh or smile. If it didn’t make you laugh fair enough it wasn’t a good joke :). if it made u smile I’m glad I made you smile today. If you didn’t smile or laugh and thought it was weird fair enough but you don’t have my humor.and finally if you got it after five minutes………………..lol u just had a Miranda moment :).
Hope u enjoyed my little joke and have a wonderful day!
I am I and thee are thou………..see confusing :)
Sorry, something I just wanted to do to try and make u laugh or smile. If it didn’t make you laugh fair enough it wasn’t a good joke :). if it made u smile I’m glad I made you smile today. If you didn’t smile or laugh and thought it was weird fair enough but you don’t have my humor.and finally if you got it after five minutes………………..lol u just had a Miranda moment :).
Hope u enjoyed my little joke and have a wonderful day!
pirates beat ningas
i am now pirate and thy ninga, i am pirate and thy hearts been taken by a simple foke named nevile longbottom.
I love thee shane dawson as so my background says.
i am no hammok girl for happyer now i am.
i am pirate and thy a ninga!
I love thee shane dawson as so my background says.
i am no hammok girl for happyer now i am.
i am pirate and thy a ninga!
is someone makes me sad today i am going to chris brown and bitch and dont worry i fucking will
im still happy and i am amzed it has lasted that long but everything bad that happens only makes me sad for like 10 mins at most then its gone and im happy again so i will be happy for a while.
last time this happened I was happy for so long i forgot what it was like to angry.
so i hope this lastes as long as before and i really hope it doesnt end in a while becuase i need this and i am also loving it.
I have also been feeling really balanced latly and i dont know why. I just feel like whatever happens is meant to happen so if someone broke up with me now (if i had a boyfriend lol) I wouldnt mind becuase i guess it was meant to happen :)
last time this happened I was happy for so long i forgot what it was like to angry.
so i hope this lastes as long as before and i really hope it doesnt end in a while becuase i need this and i am also loving it.
I have also been feeling really balanced latly and i dont know why. I just feel like whatever happens is meant to happen so if someone broke up with me now (if i had a boyfriend lol) I wouldnt mind becuase i guess it was meant to happen :)
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