i dont know what happened all i know is that i suddenly think a completly different way
well not completly i have all ways sort of thought like that but now i cant stop thinking like that.

I now think that everyone is going to die everyone might get sick and most people you know will proably die of some disease.

If someone dies or starts hating you well i guess thats what its meant to be like

life will end and the world will sometime explode

and i allways new that but know i just dont really care, i will when it happens but i think i will get over it quicker than other people becuase, well i do care but i just sort of took a step back and realised everyone will die so you cant help it if it happens becuase its meant to be.

i never really belived in destany but i guess someone getting hurt is their destany.

confused

i feel bad..... I just wanted to be friends

but people are mean and un sensitve and dont think about other people,

why cant they just accept everyone.

now i want her to go so she has more friends cause i love her,but i love her to much to let go

and they sometimes hurt her so i dont know what to do

im so confused!

friends......dont waste them

I allways think about promblems and things i have to do but with my 2 awsome friends they take that all away. poof its gone and instead i get......

singing to london under ground, Making sculpures with rocks, awsome photos, yelling at sculptures and hugs!!!!!!!

here is some adive: find the friends that make you laugh, love you even if you hate them and will never ever stop giving you hugs..........then happy cant even discribe it!

NOW WHO THE FUCK DOESNT WANT THAT!!!!!!!!!!

friends

My friends are wierd,
we fight and aruge for fun...
we have awsome times together....
We stop talking to each other....
and push each other around...
but I love my freinds and i will neva stop loving them for the rest of my life!!!

What I think I am

I love my friends, i love my family, I love my dog, I love to beat people up and its usally to say i love you in my terms, I am Jess and i am nothin like my family but thats becuase i am myself.

who are we???

who are we??
why cant we just say who we are in one sentence or 2 but no we cant do that.

I want everyone who sees this to try and some themselves up in one sentence.
i will write mine up here when i do so i want them to write it up on there blogs 2.

Its hard but try it

enjoy

so called friends

In class today we were arguing what a friend was.
I'm surprised that people say there friends when they change to be friends with them
call me old fashioned but i believe in the thing don't change to be your friend.

one of the girls in class said that she doesn't know what a true friend is.....
I think that's sad because that means her group is not so tight after all. she may think that there friends for life but if they don't feel like true friends well then the might not be. You cant explain what a true friend is but one you get one or are lucky and get more well then you know what there are.
I will try and explain one:

• someone you can have fights with but forgive each other quickly
• someone who is there to give you a hug when needed
• someone you love like a sister
• someone who is pretty much your sister
• someone you can stay in contact with if they move away and make an effort to see them
• and someone you can rely to tell your deepest secrets too

There i tried if you don't think its right make a comment.

This girl in my class she also said something else
What if your friends with someone and then you change and don't be friends with them anymore why cant they still be your friend...or something like that?

I think it's becuase when you change you usually change to who you really are or if you dont then you should probably change to someone you are.
And i think thats were you get your true friends.

seriosly why?

why did we want to grow up?
why did we want the deep pool to suddenly be shallow?
why did we want to change for the people around us?

why, why, why???

dogs

I sometimes really wish i was a dog...i know that sounds weird but I just think they have a good life!!!
The one really bad thing about them is they have to follow there owner.
I mean it's like friends If you want to be friends with someone they 2 people both have to make an effort. Even if you have so many friends u can still be a bad person for trying. this is what i think a bad person with to many friends thinks like and the same for a good person.......

good person-Hey look at that girl she looks nice i might try and be friends with her even though i have a lot of friends she could be a new best friend!

Bad person- hey i have enough friends so i wont try to make more

Hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I hate them.....Hypocrites. I mean if it is something small sure i doesn't really matter but god if its something big!
And do you know what else i hate people who say move on even though they are the ones who bring it back up!!!
And another thing I hate it absolutely hate more than anything is when people use my memory against me i mean if I don't remember it i wont say no i remember that it doesn't go like that. If i remember something I can remember it well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


God i am having such a bad day........Oh and one more thing if i am so angry like now try and stay away from me because when I'm like this i somehow makes people fight were ever i go!

stuff

For some reason i all ways feel like i have to do something. Feel like i have to of done something important or funny. If i don't i feel bad and like there is no point in spare time if i have nothing to do. I dunno i cant explain it. Any way I was thinking of writing a post but for the people who know me well i have forgotten what i was going to write about and will instead tell u about the coolest you tube video i saw. Its called twilight spoof (cookies) and there are some others like them there soooo funny everyone has to watch them.

Angry at emoness

I know i act happy and never usally sad and i shouldnt say i act becuase i am pretty much allways happy.

but it is really hard when you have forgotten a sad part in your life, but its just one word that can bring it all back just one word that can make you feel sad again.

But whats more annoying is that when people say that word again and again. That is what pisses me off more than no payback. Becuase they dont think about what they say or what they do they just go out there and make everyone who has seen it happen to others see it again in their heads.

BLODDY ASSHOLES!!!!

Interesting

I've been reading everyones blog and i love them but one thing that is interesting is that everyone has had a sadish/angry moment that they have written about in there blog.

sorry i just thought it was interesting but you might not....

why?why?why?????

why do we bitch why do some people have friends if there just going to bitch about them?
why do people have enimes if they treat them the same as friends?
why is it that when people are sad they cant see whats infront of them?
Why the hell do people who are hypo go around and call everyone who isnt hypo EMO!!!

what the fuck is with everyone these days.!!!!!!!!

why cant it be like kinder when if you meet one person no matter who it is they would still be your best friend even if they bullied you, you would still allways love them for who they were behind that.

THESE DAYS IT IS SO HARD TO FIND SOMEONE LIKE THAT
and to tell you the truth i think thats most of the time the reason we get sad......