my mind

i hate my mind i hate it
its not like i dont try and remeber things
i just cant
memories are gone and everything is gone then i only rember pictures and i dont even know if i had a dream about it or it actully happened.
life can be confusing
you scream at me saying "bull shit, you dont forget"
yeah i do i do forget
so leave me alone for a bit so i can remeber but still nothing i juct cant remeber