i dont know what happened all i know is that i suddenly think a completly different way
well not completly i have all ways sort of thought like that but now i cant stop thinking like that.

I now think that everyone is going to die everyone might get sick and most people you know will proably die of some disease.

If someone dies or starts hating you well i guess thats what its meant to be like

life will end and the world will sometime explode

and i allways new that but know i just dont really care, i will when it happens but i think i will get over it quicker than other people becuase, well i do care but i just sort of took a step back and realised everyone will die so you cant help it if it happens becuase its meant to be.

i never really belived in destany but i guess someone getting hurt is their destany.