admitting

i know lately i have sort of been writing a bit of nonsense and stuff but i love writting nonsense it gives you something to do.

As you know i sit on the computer everyday for about i dunno 6 hours. and yes that is a lot but i have a lot to do.........................................actully i dont

i used to do it becuse it would tkae me away, and it did.

but now i think its becuase it feels like home.

and you know how i have been happy? well thas becuase i go on the computer and listen to music and feel more at home than i feel anywere else.

i feel really dorky saying this but when my parents said i couldnt have the internet till 6 at night on school night...........................well i felt really sad becuase this is my home and this is what i do and i dont care if you think it is sad you will just have to live with it becuase this is my place in the world and i love it here : )

and right now this feels like the only light place in a world of darkness so its awesome